so i finally moved back in with my family yesterday. i thought things were going back to normal, i had a better relationship with my mom and sister. i was starting school this week. i was getting my car back, didnt have to worry about what i was gonna eat anymore.
and then i come home from my community service today to find that my precious baby dog who made me feel happy and safe was gone. my mum gave her way and told me that i cant have her if im gonna live there
and im just here crying a river worrying about baby dog
and its pretty fucked up how im only 19 years old and im being forced out by shit like this all the time
ok, i’ll go live in the streets then mom. i’ll sell drugs so i can fucking eat. i’ll cry every night because its fucking lonely in that tiny cold room (that i might not even be able to live in anymore) so theres a possibility that ill be in the streets. nobody hires me. school starts this week and i have no means of transportation or money for the bus.
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They say we ain’t actin’ right
Always try to turn our fuckin’ color into black and white.
But they’ll never change ‘em, never understand ‘em.
Radical’s my anthem, turn my fucking amps up.
one perfect night is never enough for me
why does life have to be such a draaaagggggggggggggggg
like, i spend every day driving to school, driving to work, driving to pick up my mom’s kids from school, driving back to school
i just wanna relax
i just wanna chill
but i gotta drive to work now




